Thursday, November 26, 2009

Ed Westwick



This man makes me want to tear off his clothes and make love to him like


2000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times!





I love him




sigh

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Hopeless Romantic

I am...

Really...

Because...

Instead of all those designers handbags most girls crave for,I prefer a bouquet of pink roses..
yes,it's the truth

I adore a man who will pick me up in front of my house with flowers in his hands..no matter if its the 1st date of the 100th date

I cherish a man who opens doors for me..

Kiss me goodnight even in front of his friends..

Bring me to see his parents..no matter how conservative they might be..

Work hard for our future together..

Make love to me because he does love me and he's sure that it is right..

Think of me everytime he plans his future..

Make me every part of his life..

I'm hopelessly romantic..and I keep falling for the wrong guy..

To boo,

I do love you...

I don't mind if you didnt buy me flowers..

I didnt mind when you dont open doors for me..

I waited patiently as you focus on ur now interest and put aside ours..

I bleed inside as you make love to me because of lusts..

I keep quiet when I hear all my friends plans for their future with their love ones..

But I'm suffering..

If you can't be sure of us in the first place, you shouldn't destroy my life for me...

I just need a light..a relief..

From you..

I miss you

Saturday, November 7, 2009

This is it

I know who I am if that's what you're asking

I also the fact that I'm a distraction to you since you are always preoccupied with your studies.

But lemme tell you this, there is not one man in my life that is not preoccupied with other things and not me.

I'd understand if you're unable to make it through, that you think your life is so bad, dammit there is not once in your life that you think it's not bad, I really wanted to slap you and tell you to smell the fresh air but obviously, with your attitude you wouldn't even budge.

Maybe it's me being upset here, but look who's the cause

You've admit you put on your tough face and tough attitude, but tough luck, when you put too much of it people would genuinely think you emotionless. Putting your 'Do I look like I care' look maybe cute sometimes, but hye, too much of it will make anyone upset.

And to think you'll get away by pulling it on me.

How oblivious.

Baby listen to me,you always think it's about you but sometimes, you've gotta understand, the world does not revolves around you. Did you ask me how I am feeling? Did you wonder whether this things, this feelings scares me?Did you not ponder that maybe I'm just looking for the right moment, the right time, to tell you that I too want to be your side?

But I can't do that if I know you'll treat just as you treat others. That you can't commit to me. That you think the world only revolves around you.

So, darling, you want your love life to be better? Here's my advice, stop acting like an asshole cause of all people, you are not one.

But hye, this is it right, if we both can't agree on one thing, we just can't live under the same roof right?

So I hope you well, and I'm kinda relief of this revelation.

Hope you well